Thank goodness I didn’t realize Starbucks was such a short walk from the hospital until today. That could have been dangerous!
The day has been a roller coaster to say the least. I am struggling to find the peace that I found after his transplant. I cannot help but still feel uneasy some of the decisions that are being made and the decisions that were made last week. I know I need to give my worries to God, but somehow I have to move past this anger.
My saving grace today was when I heard from the amazing Dr. Vensil. For the first time today I feel like everything is a back under control at least for whenever we come home. I am so thankful to have him in my life not only is Shannon’s doctor but as a friend as well. With the holidays I was wearing about how schedules go to work and all of the little details – Dr. Vensil has it all under control! It was after his call I realized I needed a timeout to pray, collect my thoughts, and restart again.
Time for a timeout, a walk to clear my head, and a nice drink from Starbucks! Praying for clarity and peace of mind tomorrow.